Of all the scenes people are talking about in Versace, I think my favorite is when Cunanan is called out on his lie by his friend who has a crush on him. That’s the scene that drove home just how very in his nature that continuous lying is and how, in his mind, someone confronting him over his lies translates to, more or less, an attack on him personally. That’s a slice of who Andrew is in his normal day-to-day life that resonated with me more than that flip-the-switch-from-creepy-to-playful in his friends’ bed. (Though, I kept staring the screen wondering how Elizabeth Cote wasn’t creeped out to hell to open her eyes to him standing over her husband half-naked, and for him to just plop in the middle of their bed only heightened the invasiveness of his actions. But between the fabricated story about the molestation and his pathetic “I have nothing” to Cote, you get a sense of how he managed to make people sympathize with him, albeit brief and as of yet not coming across properly.)
I also like how that scene and the discrepancy between what he told his friend in that scene and what he told the Cotes blurs the lines between reality and fantasy. You get to a point where you just don’t know how much of what you’re seeing with Versace actually happened (my interpretation is the scene in the club happened. Cunanan went to the opera but not on Versace’ invitation, and the “date” was 100% fantasy. Even the dialogue did not seem natural in that scene. Who talks like that?)
Another favorite of mine is that moment where he looks to how the woman in front of him is reacting to Versace’s death and just mimics her reaction. Beyond the creepiness of him copying her as if he needed a model for normal human emotions to imitate, there was a moment when the light reflected on his glasses and I wondered if he was tearing up, if his performances went so deep that he was able to tear on command, so immersed he was in the role he was playing. That’s essentially what Cunanan is, a performer enacting roles of his own creation chasing the high of the spotlight (I’m not going to talk about RM’s themes but…..yeah, I can see where his interest came from.) It’s really hard, in that context, to believe anything that comes out of Cunanan easily because you’re always wondering if it’s just another performance.
But it’s a sharp focus to have Cunanan so desperate for that spotlight and that fame, while the dark side of that (and the commentary on fannish (and media) behavior that can turn exploitative, and wow, the show ain’t angry about that at all) plays out outside the Versace mansion where Cunanan’s “masterpiece” is being wrought in blood, exploitative and voyeuristic
frenzy, and a police presence that is the realization of the attitude behind the slur Cunanan read in that bathroom. Of all the themes in this show, it’s the invasiveness and cold-blooded cruelty that isn’t coming from the murderer that hit me the most.